twenty six.

3 Days ...... Just 3 more days! It's going to be bittersweet, but totally worth it. I have worked at Paragon Family Practice for a good 5 1/2 years now. They honestly have become family to me. They basically watched me grow up. They watched as I got married, started my life, and now grow a little baby boy inside me. I will miss them im sure, but I also can't wait to prepare for my little Grayson.

So I have been pretty worried about finding the perfect place to live lately. As a soon to be mommy, I want everything to be running smoothly and well perfect. Thats pretty much impossible, lol. I have learned to put my trust in God lately. I realized even though I hate my apartment and the location as much as I do, I still need to be happy. Everything will work out. I heard on KLove this wonderful quote : " Jesus meets our needs as our need arises" This brought me so much comfort. I understood at that moment that I have everything I need, and God has provided all along the way. Then I felt a little silly for worrying. I also thought about how Jesus came into the world, born in a manger. Then never really had a place to lay his head. How selfish of me to even ask for a better place. At the same time I feel like it is time to move on, so I am praying for Gods wisdom and direction at the moment. Im letting him open the doors. The good news is we got prequalified, and can now start looking at houses. We have a house we are going to be looking at next Tuesday :) :) The great part about it is im not stressing about it anymore. If its meant to be it will work out, if not I will make this apartment into a home. Im still so very happy either way! I can't wait for the projects to begin!

Please pray for both me and Josh as we are making these decisions. We have huge things coming into lives. We want them to be what God wants for us. Pray also for Grayson and his health.