18 Weeks
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Symptoms: Feeling alot better this week. No symptoms to really complain about :)
Weight: They weighed me at the doctor and I have gained 3 pounds! Why you ask am I excited about this? It may be because I lost some weight while I was sick and have been worried about it. I worry about everything now that I am pregnant. What I eat, when I eat it, etc etc. Im kind of annoying.
Sleep: I have been going to sleep well, but not staying asleep. I have noticed a big difference in my body lately and I think its starting to disturb my sleeping habits. They say to sleep on your side, which I did anyway... BUT without a pillow between my legs I get a sharp pain running down my back. Body Pillows help.
Movement: I feel it move more often everyday. It seems to be a little stronger everytime it moves or kicks. Its probably my favorite feeling EVER. I rub my little belly all the time.
What Im missing: Im kind of getting sick of drinking water and sprite all the time. Every now and then I'll sneak a sweet tea just to make myself feel better.
its crazy to think how fast we grew up... and soon i will be a uncle! I am so happy! I am blessed to have such a good older sister and i am glad you have a family of your own to raise now. I miss you honestly, I guess my way of "protection" was always to not show weakness. Im here and i often feel alone and i look back and wish i spent more time with you dad and mom. This is a weird place to tell you this... but im tired and i felt like being honest. Im thinking and praying for my family, its like we are all out on our own with our own battles and our own victories. Im sorry for spending my money and time on people and things that didn't last, instead of seeing the family i was blessed with and just cared about getting to know my big sis more. That you for never giving up hope, God bless you and your new family to be!
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