twenty.

20 weeks

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I told Josh last night that I just miss having someone to give my love too. I have Josh, but Im talking about the motherly nuturing type of love. He said the sweetest thing... he said Em you have a little baby growing in you, you are always snuggling. This made me sleep better last night, I just rubbed my belly and realized theres light at the end of this darkness. Im so thankful for Josh.

Gender: BOY!!!

Symptoms: I haven't really noticed any changes yet, I have been feeling rather well.

Weight: Im feeling a little bigger, may have gained a pound or 2 within the last week. Im happy with my weight tho. I am currently in maternity clothes, I call them my fat pants. They are amazing.

Carvings: Pasta salad from Fazolis. Strange I know, but Ive been eating tons of them.

Sleep: Not so good to be honest, I'm just missing a certain someone and wake up in a panic looking for him. Not to mention my baby is a little wild man at night!

Movement: I feel him move everyday, a kick here and there. Just to make me realize he loves me I think ;) Or its a move mom, give me food mom move. lol

Prayers: Please continue to pray for me and Josh, we have had several Ups and downs during this pregnancy. The loss of Josh's cousin and huckleberry are still affecting us. Please pray that we hold on to the hope of our child and remember God's in control of all things. Please also pray for the health of me and my baby :)